The truth hurts doesn't it??

You people do not know me! I have not always been this way! You think I do not know what you trust and believe in? You look to worldly, material, carnal, fleshly, earthly things such as money, power, sex, and drugs. You say I am crazy , but the crazy thing is that no matter how many times you see and or experience that all of the above mentioned things offer temporary fulfillment, you keep trying to figure it out only to FAIL again. I am not jealous of you, and I do not want to be like you. You are miserable, that's why you backbite, and slander people, hate people, smoke, do drugs, get drunk, sleep around, and allow yourself to be emotionally abused because you are desperately lonely and empty inside. You do not represent God. The way that you treat me is not a representation of how God feels about me. God is love, and he loves me. God has not lead you to set yourself against me or cause problems in my life. So now you know why I won't trust in people nor bow down to them. It's because you have no real power over me except to hate me and cause trouble in my life, and for that God will surely make you pay. I am in love with God, HIS love sustains, leads, guides, teaches, heals, protects, covers, comforts, and keeps me. Now I know you are thinking that I am crazy and or lying so you are going to do something to prove me wrong. Go ahead, but be warned that it's not me that you are fighting against, it's God, and you are a defeated foe.

Thoughts of my heart that only God can see.

How much more of this do I have to take O' Lord? How much more of people taking their foolish decisions out on me?? It's not my fault that people are too proud to ask God for help in dealing with their problems. It's not my fault that people make the mistake of falling into addiction, to the false sense of security, and happiness that doing drugs, drinking alcohol, and sexual immorality brings. It's not my fault that God holds people accountable for all that they do, good or bad. It's not my fault that people reject Gods love and end up looking for love in all the wrong places and ways. It's not my fault that people cause problems for themselves limiting their opportunitirs in life by doing drugs. It's not my fault that women try to reslove their problems by having sex, and people end up talking about how much of a whore they are behind their back. 

There are a whole host of things that people do to themselves then take it out on me. Take responsibility!! God is God, and He made the rules, so if I believe in God and people slander me, and set themselves up as my enemy because I am God-fearing, then who are people really fighting against. God, not me, again, God says that fornication and adultery are punishable sins, and I believe him, so people are calling God crazy, not me. What's crazy is how people judge me for not doing things that God condemns. We are all accountable to God right here, right now, not just when we die, so all that what people are saying about me, they are saying those things about God because it is the work that He has done that has made me the way that I am. People need to consider who it is they are really slandering, and stop flapping their mouth against God. God says that they who sin against Him wrong their own soul, and that all they who hate Him love death, so keep talking.... Keep fighting against the Lord.... You have already lost and you do not even know it. If I were you I would be quaking in my boots. Doesn't have to be that way though, you can be willing to repent of the sin that's killing you, and receive God's heart transforming love, and salvation. I can speak from experience and tell you that God is not lying when He says that He will give you a comforter, His Holy Spirit. Jesus Christ is the permanent solution to all life's and death's problems, and if you reject it or deny it then you are doing those things to God, not me.

A light in the darkness.

I am a light that was born from darkness. Born into darkness, despair, debauchee and depravity, into a family that was supposed to love me but all I ever felt from them was hatred. I was lost in the lying ways of the world that taught me that if it feels good, do it, it's all good no matter how bad you injure yourself or another person. I am not dwelling in my past, the past I've put behind me, the past others seem to think I have not tasted of. Why would I want to be the kind of person that lie's steals robs, and kills so I can get my fix through sex, drugs, and alcohol - destroying my body, mind, and spirit?? If we are all born into sin, are flawed, inadequate, sinful and powerless to save ourselves, then why should look to you to save me? I know what the darkness holds, no thank you I don't want any part of it.

People say I am crazy and stupid but am I ??

What's crazy and stupid is how every single time I tell some body the gospel of Jesus Christ or tell them what the bible says, they automatically make it about me being dependent on being in a relationship with some body. NEWSFLASH!! I am in a relationship with Jesus! I am not in bondage to lusty sexual desires! Everything is not about sex! The love of God is pure and greater than fleshly pleasures that don't fix anything. What is that anyway?? How do people get relationships and sex from a conversation about Jesus Christ?? It's because they know fornication is sin. It's annoying!! I am going to keep praying to & worshipping God, & looking to Jesus for answers. You keep trusting in fornication and reaping corruption and let me know how that works out for you.

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Now that I am in a relationship with the Lord God almighty Jesus Christ, the presence of His Spirit & love in my heart keeps me from looking for love in all the wrong places and ways. I am no longer enslaved to the lying lusts of the flesh which kept me awake, tormented by loneliness night after night. God's love keeps me from seeking the affirmation, affection, and approval from those who hate me, and get off on hurting me or they only want sex or some material thing or whatever it is they think they can get from me. I don't have any desire to smoke a cigarette, or get drunk, or smoke weed, or have sex in an attempt to ease whatever emotional pain I am experiencing. God is right here with me, beside me, sitting on the throne of my heart comforting me with His words of truth, and the presence of His love. It's amazing how I now have peace and stability after so many years of depression, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness. So no, I am not crazy ( you woud think that because you are not willing to give up sexual immorality and fornication ) I am not lonely. The only thing that's missing from my relationship with God is sex, and I don't need sex, have no desire for it, and I do not struggle with lust, and it's all because the MIGHTY POWER of GOD'S LOVE is greater than any earthly desire I could ever have. Simply put, the LOVE of GOD replaced all the lust, hurt, pain, anger, and loneliness. So no, the world does not have anything on God. Nobody has anything on God. I am sticking with Jesus. If you want what I have just confess to God that you are a sinner and be willing to give up the sin that is keeping you separated from Him, and accept that there is nothing you can do to save yourself, and accept that Jesus died to pay for your sins. God promises he will hear your prayer if you are honest. God sees all so He will know if you don't mean what you say.

Dictionary definition of a Christian
Chris·tian  (krĭs′chən)
adj.
1. Professing belief in Jesus as Christ or following the religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus.
2. Relating to or derived from Jesus or Jesus's teachings.
3. Manifesting the qualities or spirit of Jesus, especially in showing concern for others.
4. Relating to or characteristic of Christianity or its adherents.
n.
1. One who professes belief in Jesus as Christ or follows a religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus.
2. One who lives according to the teachings of Jesus.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Christian

There you have it the definition of Christian. So what I don't get is why 99.95% of people run around talking about how they are a Christian, are blessed, and a child of God when they don't live a life based on the life and teachings of Christ. They are always rejecting scripture that points out their sin and refuse to be judged by God ( as if that's going to stop Him ). They don't display or have any of the qualities or characteristics of Jesus. They don't want to hear about or talk about anything Jesus says in the Bible. They don't do anything God says to do. Now according to the definition of Christian, a person who says they are Christian should have some godly mannerisms. Was Jesus a drunk? Did Jesus cuss, and slander, and gossip about people? Did Jesus steal? Was Jesus a fornicator or adulterer? Was Jesus a liar or murderer? We all know he WAS NOT! So why are these false Christians saying they are like Christ? I don't get it. Just because God loves doesn't mean we can do whatever we want and get away with it. You know seeing that God created the heavens and the earth, and the animals, and the trees, and the mountains and the oceans, and created people, breathing life into their spirits, I know for a fact that God can cleanse a person from their sins. I know for a fact that Jesus Christ can change the desires of my heart. Surely Jesus can keep us from the sin that he suffered, bled, and died to pay the penalty for. You just don't want to stop all the evil you are doing and you don't think there is anything wrong with the wickedness you are wallowing in. You like how you are & you don't care that it's bringing spiritual death & corruption into your life. You can just stop saying you are a Christian if you refuse to repent or keep making excuses as to why you can't do what God says. People are not stupid, they talk about how much of a hypocrite you are behind your back because they know that a person who truly knows Jesus would not be doing dirt and evil. I am just not afraid to tell you to your face that you do not represent my Lord because my Lord is not a liar or a thief, or a drunkard, or an adulterer, or a fornicator, or a murderer, or a hateful person, and he is not capable of any unrighteousness or evil.

Fact of the matter is that God, the Lord Jesus Christ says that if you do not have His Spirit living in your heart then you are not His. Bible verses: " 5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God." " 12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. " " 5 For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit.
6 For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be.
8 So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.
9 But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. "

So you see it's either or, no excuses. Either you believe God or not, no excuses. Either you love God or you love the lusts of the flesh. You can't do both because God will not accept it, no excuses. Stop thinking I said God does not love you, because I never have. That's your feeling and your feeling is not a fact. Any Parent who truly loves their child will discipline them when they do wrong. I got spankings and so I learned that there are consequences for when I do wrong. By saying God loves me so it's okay for me to do wrong, you are actually saying that God........... No, you know what you know you are guilty before God and that's why you get mad and are afraid to die because you know God's gonna judge you.

People are going to worship something even if they won't worship God. The fruit of worshipping God is love, joy, peace, grace, wisdom, protection from the enemies of God and ultimately heaven when we die. The fruit ( or consequences ) of worshipping family, friends, fame, fortune, money, riches, material things, relationships, sex, drugs, or alcohol is spiritual death and unrest, broken relationships, depression, adversity, hatred, anger, envy, fights, murder, and ultimately utter darkness in hell. So who or what do you worship???

All too often the Word of God seems to fall on deaf ears, & that's because people are deceived about God. People have been lied to or have lied to themselves about what God says, & what is & is not acceptable to Him. Because of God's great love for us people deny that He will judge us & they seem to think that they have time. Speaking of time, Luke chapter 12 & 16 speaks of a certain rich man, who had good things all his life. This rich man was proud of his achievements, & he bragged to himself about all that he had. The rich man made the mistake of trusting in himself and in material things.  Thinking he had time, he thought to himself that he would build more and add to his possessions, but God called him a fool and commanded that it was his time to die. What happened to the rich man? Read for yourself what God's word says: [ Jesus speaking in Luke 12: 15- And he said unto them, Take heed, and beware of covetousness: for a man's life consisteth not in the abundance of the things which he possesseth.
16 And he spake a parable unto them, saying, The ground of a certain rich man brought forth plentifully:
17 And he thought within himself, saying, What shall I do, because I have no room where to bestow my fruits?
18 And he said, This will I do: I will pull down my barns, and build greater; and there will I bestow all my fruits and my goods.
19 And I will say to my soul, Soul, thou hast much goods laid up for many years; take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry.
20 But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided?
21 So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God.

Luke 16: 19 There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day:
20 And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores,
21 And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores.
22 And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;
23 And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and seeth Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom.
24 And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame.
25 But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented. ]

So you see the rich man didn't trust God, didn't believe in God or see any need for him because of all his riches. He only trusted in himself and failed to see that spiritually he was dead & bankrupt before God. The end result of his unbelief was death and hell, eternally separated from the God he felt he had no need for. Also, obviously, Godliness, or as we say blessedness is not having money & things because if it were, the rich man would have been allowed into heaven.

People don't like to read the Bible, they don't want to hear what the Bible says, and get upset when somebody like me tells them what thus says the Lord. They say I am judging them, but they only say I am judging them because they know they are guilty before God. People are partly right, yes they are being judged, but not by me, but by God! God wonders why people who disobey & refuse to be judged by him will claim to be a Christian & go to church. He even calls them wicked. See for yourself:

[ Psalm 50: 16 But unto the wicked God saith, What hast thou to do to declare my statutes, or that thou shouldest take my covenant in thy mouth?
17 Seeing thou hatest instruction, and casteth my words behind thee.
18 When thou sawest a thief, then thou consentedst with him, and hast been partaker with adulterers.
19 Thou givest thy mouth to evil, and thy tongue frameth deceit.
20 Thou sittest and speakest against thy brother; thou slanderest thine own mother's son. ]

Unbelieving people who doubt and question everything God says & commands & who are deceived into believing that they are not supposed to suffer anything and get away with doing whatever they want are in danger. They are in danger of hell fire, eternal darkness & loneliness where they will remember & regret every time somebody told them about Jesus, or the Bible for all eternity. Doubters & unbelievers don't understand why God allows those who truly believe in him to suffer, not recognizing that evil touches everyone because we live in a fallen sinful world. It's a persons reaction to evil & injustice that determines their character. Do they cave and give in to lying, stealing, immorality & crime to get by or feel loved? Or do they do the right thing no matter the price or sacrifice because they know in the end that God will reward them for well doing? Do they accept God's perfect & true love above that of another human beings imperfect affections?

[ Revelation 21: 4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
5 And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.
6 And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.
7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. ]

So because I fear God & I know the terror of the Lord & because I don't want to see anyone I know calling out from hell for me to help them, ( I am not going to be able to help them ) I write these things and pester people about their need to be willing to repent of their sins & be willing to stop doing the things that God is judging them for & will ultimately separate them from God forever.

If you are looking for love in all the wrong places and ways then I am here to tell you that the power of accepting Gods love sacrifice Jesus Christ is the cure for all your heartache and pain. The answers to life are in the Bible, not in the world, or money, or power, or acceptance from humankind, or things, or sex, or family or in success. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life and there is none other way besides Him, or anyone who loves you more.

Oh don't take my word for anything. Don't put your faith & trust in anything that I say or do. You shouldn't look to me for spiritual help for many reasons. Reason # 1. I am not God. I have no power to speak anything into existence like God does. God literally speaks things into being. I can talk to you and tell you things but it's not going to have any lasting or permanent effect. Reason # 2. I am not all knowing. God knows everything, for all wisdom comes from him. God is Wisdom. Reason # 3. I can't save you or give you the spiritual healing that you need. One of the works of the loving kindness and tender mercy of the all powerful Holy Spirit of the Lord God is to heal us where we have been hurt, broken, lied to & mislead. I am amazed every time I think about how God literally changed the desires of my heart to line up with His own. Having said that, let it be known that you are correct, being a sinner I am not perfect and am prone to sin, and it is because I am not perfect, yet I abstain from willfully sinning, that people have to acknowledge that I am lead and kept by Gods power.

"Philippians 2:13King James Version (KJV)

13 For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure."

And there you have it. Confirmation that I am not to be trusted in because God is the one who works it into my heart to want to do and to do of His good pleasure.

http://www.wnd.com/2015/12/many-more-u-s-christians-headed-to-jail-in-2016/

As unbelievable and ridiculous as it may sound, the Lord Jesus Christ and faith in Him is under attck. 2nd Thessalonians chapter 2 verses 1-4 state:  Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him,

2 That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand.

3 Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;

4 Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.

Notice that verse number 4 says that the son of perdition, otherwise known as the devil opposes all that is called God or worshipped as God. Meaning Satan is out to destroy that all the good things that God ordained like family, church, marriage, honesty, and truth. Notice how people denounce God in order to keep jobs. Not only do many employers demand that employees not talk about God in the work place, but lying is also a work requirement. What hypocrisy! They demand honesty and integrity when we are filling out the application, only to ask us to lie later to protect company interest. And how much more evil can the world be?? Instituting a statute giving children the right to use restrooms not associated with their gender. Kids should not be thinking about sex, let alone determining themselves as transgender. Society is sexually immoral and degenerate, so naturally they are instilling their beliefs into the younger generation. Bottom line is that God will not and did not ordain for a man to marry another man or a woman to marry another woman or for a person to undergo sexual reassignment or for a man to lay with a man or for a woman to lay with a woman. This is the devil's way of attacking the family foundation.

First of all let us agree to disagree and or agree that the Bible is the inspired word of God, and that He cannot lie. ( Scripture was given by inspiration of God, and it is impossible for God to lie. See Hebrews 6:18 ) For those of you who would attack my faith, remember that the foundation of my paradigm is Christ Jesus the Lord, and the wisdom that His knowledge teaches. I no longer live by the wisdom that mans knowledge teaches; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God - therefore there is none good no not one thus man does not have the answer to the problem for he is the problem. ( See 1 Corinthians 2:5, Romans 3:10-12, and Romans 3:23 ) We are all sinners born into sin and that's the reason why the world we live in is fallen and why so called "bad" things happen. Actually its not that "bad" things are happening, it's that we are reaping the consequences of sin. ( See Galatians 6:7-8 ) On another note we cannot work our way into heaven by doing good, neither can we be good enough to escape God's judgment. We are powerless to change our sin nature. ( See Matthew 15:19, Ephesians 2:8-9, 2 Timothy 2:24-26 ) Godliness is not gain, and it is possible for the wicked to prosper in their way. ( See 1 Timothy 6:3-5, Psalm 37:7, and Psalm 73:12 ) Now that we have established what salvation is not, let us through the word of God see what salvation is, and how we can be saved.

1. Salvation is of God; it belongs to Him, and is His gift to give. ( See Psalm 3:8 ) 2. God must draw us to himself. ( See John 6:44 ) 3. We must cry out and call upon God to save us. ( See Romans 10:9-13, and John 14:23 ) 4. At salvation God moves into our heart, and fills us with his spirit thus we are driven to love him, and live for him. ( See Philippians 2:13 )

People often ask why God allows bad things to happen, and question His love for us. Others claim His love for us excuses their sinful behavior. In any case it's clear that people don't want God to hold them accountable for their actions. Why should we not suffer for wrong doing? God created us, so does he not have the right to judge us? We don't moan, complain or rebel against society when they demand their pound of flesh, so why do we question God? Speaking of demanding a person be held liable for their actions, society says to forgive, to grant people second chances, and to overcome your past mistakes by doing better. But when a person tries to do better the system that society has implemented does not forgive or grant second chances. Did not God say to pray that we be forgiven our debts as we forgive our debtors? Such hypocrisy ought not to be so. Just as science and nature demonstrates that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction, and teaches cause and effect, God demands a payment for sins. We live in a fallen sinful world so it's natural that we suffer adversity. Jesus Christ was/is the sinless son of God, and even he suffered trials, tribulation, adversity, poverty and ultimately death. Who are we being sinners to demand that God allow us to escape His judgment? Galatians 6:7-8; Be not deceived, God is not mocked. For whatsoever a man soweth that also shall he reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption. But he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.

My relationship with God.

Now that I am in a relationship with the Lord God almighty Jesus Christ, the presence of His Spirit & love in my heart keeps me from looking for love in all the wrong places and ways. I am no longer enslaved to the lying lusts of the flesh which kept me awake, tormented by loneliness night after night. God's love keeps me from seeking the affirmation, affection, and approval from those who hate me, and get off on hurting me or they only want sex or some material thing or whatever it is they think they can get from me. I don't have any desire to smoke a cigarette, or get drunk, or smoke weed, or have sex in an attempt to ease whatever emotional pain I am experiencing. God is right here with me, beside me, sitting on the throne of my heart comforting me with His words of truth, and the presence of His love. It's amazing how I now have peace and stability after so many years of depression, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness. So no, I am not crazy ( you woud think that because you are not willing to give up sexual immorality and fornication ) I am not lonely. The only thing that's missing from my relationship with God is sex, and I don't need sex, have no desire for it, and I do not struggle with lust, and it's all because the MIGHTY POWER of GOD'S LOVE is greater than any earthly desire I could ever have. Simply put, the LOVE of GOD replaced all the lust, hurt, pain, anger, and loneliness. So no, the world does not have anything on God. Nobody has anything on God. I am sticking with Jesus. If you want what I have just confess to God that you are a sinner and be willing to give up the sin that is keeping you separated from Him, and accept that there is nothing you can do to save yourself, and accept that Jesus died to pay for your sins. God promises he will hear your prayer if you are honest. God sees all so He will know if you don't mean what you say.

Dictionary definition of a Christian

Chris·tian  (krĭs′chən)

adj.

1. Professing belief in Jesus as Christ or following the religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus.

2. Relating to or derived from Jesus or Jesus's teachings.

3. Manifesting the qualities or spirit of Jesus, especially in showing concern for others.

4. Relating to or characteristic of Christianity or its adherents.

n.

1. One who professes belief in Jesus as Christ or follows a religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus.

2. One who lives according to the teachings of Jesus.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Christian

There you have it the definition of Christian. So what I don't get is why 99.95% of people run around talking about how they are a Christian, are blessed, and a child of God when they don't live a life based on the life and teachings of Christ. They are always rejecting scripture that points out their sin and refuse to be judged by God ( as if that's going to stop Him ). They don't display or have any of the qualities or characteristics of Jesus. They don't want to hear about or talk about anything Jesus says in the Bible. They don't do anything God says to do. Now according to the definition of Christian, a person who says they are Christian should have some godly mannerisms. Was Jesus a drunk? Did Jesus cuss, and slander, and gossip about people? Did Jesus steal? Was Jesus a fornicator or adulterer? Was Jesus a liar or murderer? We all know he WAS NOT! So why are these false Christians saying they are like Christ? I don't get it. Just because God loves doesn't mean we can do whatever we want and get away with it. You know seeing that God created the heavens and the earth, and the animals, and the trees, and the mountains and the oceans, and created people, breathing life into their spirits, I know for a fact that God can cleanse a person from their sins. I know for a fact that Jesus Christ can change the desires of my heart. Surely Jesus can keep us from the sin that he suffered, bled, and died to pay the penalty for. You just don't want to stop all the evil you are doing and you don't think there is anything wrong with the wickedness you are wallowing in. You like how you are & you don't care that it's bringing spiritual death & corruption into your life. You can just stop saying you are a Christian if you refuse to repent or keep making excuses as to why you can't do what God says. People are not stupid, they talk about how much of a hypocrite you are behind your back because they know that a person who truly knows Jesus would not be doing dirt and evil. I am just not afraid to tell you to your face that you do not represent my Lord because my Lord is not a liar or a thief, or a drunkard, or an adulterer, or a fornicator, or a murderer, or a hateful person, and he is not capable of any unrighteousness or evil.