A light in the darkness.

I am a light that was born from darkness. Born into darkness, despair, debauchee and depravity, into a family that was supposed to love me but all I ever felt from them was hatred. I was lost in the lying ways of the world that taught me that if it feels good, do it, it's all good no matter how bad you injure yourself or another person. I am not dwelling in my past, the past I've put behind me, the past others seem to think I have not tasted of. Why would I want to be the kind of person that lie's steals robs, and kills so I can get my fix through sex, drugs, and alcohol - destroying my body, mind, and spirit?? If we are all born into sin, are flawed, inadequate, sinful and powerless to save ourselves, then why should look to you to save me? I know what the darkness holds, no thank you I don't want any part of it.