My relationship with God.

Now that I am in a relationship with the Lord God almighty Jesus Christ, the presence of His Spirit & love in my heart keeps me from looking for love in all the wrong places and ways. I am no longer enslaved to the lying lusts of the flesh which kept me awake, tormented by loneliness night after night. God's love keeps me from seeking the affirmation, affection, and approval from those who hate me, and get off on hurting me or they only want sex or some material thing or whatever it is they think they can get from me. I don't have any desire to smoke a cigarette, or get drunk, or smoke weed, or have sex in an attempt to ease whatever emotional pain I am experiencing. God is right here with me, beside me, sitting on the throne of my heart comforting me with His words of truth, and the presence of His love. It's amazing how I now have peace and stability after so many years of depression, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness. So no, I am not crazy ( you woud think that because you are not willing to give up sexual immorality and fornication ) I am not lonely. The only thing that's missing from my relationship with God is sex, and I don't need sex, have no desire for it, and I do not struggle with lust, and it's all because the MIGHTY POWER of GOD'S LOVE is greater than any earthly desire I could ever have. Simply put, the LOVE of GOD replaced all the lust, hurt, pain, anger, and loneliness. So no, the world does not have anything on God. Nobody has anything on God. I am sticking with Jesus. If you want what I have just confess to God that you are a sinner and be willing to give up the sin that is keeping you separated from Him, and accept that there is nothing you can do to save yourself, and accept that Jesus died to pay for your sins. God promises he will hear your prayer if you are honest. God sees all so He will know if you don't mean what you say.