The truth hurts doesn't it??

You people do not know me! I have not always been this way! You think I do not know what you trust and believe in? You look to worldly, material, carnal, fleshly, earthly things such as money, power, sex, and drugs. You say I am crazy , but the crazy thing is that no matter how many times you see and or experience that all of the above mentioned things offer temporary fulfillment, you keep trying to figure it out only to FAIL again. I am not jealous of you, and I do not want to be like you. You are miserable, that's why you backbite, and slander people, hate people, smoke, do drugs, get drunk, sleep around, and allow yourself to be emotionally abused because you are desperately lonely and empty inside. You do not represent God. The way that you treat me is not a representation of how God feels about me. God is love, and he loves me. God has not lead you to set yourself against me or cause problems in my life. So now you know why I won't trust in people nor bow down to them. It's because you have no real power over me except to hate me and cause trouble in my life, and for that God will surely make you pay. I am in love with God, HIS love sustains, leads, guides, teaches, heals, protects, covers, comforts, and keeps me. Now I know you are thinking that I am crazy and or lying so you are going to do something to prove me wrong. Go ahead, but be warned that it's not me that you are fighting against, it's God, and you are a defeated foe.